Hopeless Romantic

thanks to cathy and her movies, i've become a little sappy.  i think that my black heart has been replaced with a mushy, lovey-dovey heart.  not the right timing for me to be a lush and a hopeless romantic but i can't help it.  more and more i've been wishing that i could fast forward to 2012-2014 and be in my late twenties so i can bypass all of this dating bullshit of the early twenties.  it sucks.  my friends are constantly trying to find the right guy, wondering if he'll call, wondering if he's gchatting to some slu online, stalking facebook for pics and so on.  i don't want to do that, one bit.  i just want to be 26, have a constant roommate (so i can stop moving!), someone to come home to, someone to make dinner, do their laundy, and someone to sleep next to for the rest of my life.  BUT instead, i'm almost 23 years old, and in a relationship that one of us likes being an the early twenties, and one of us hates it.  guess which one i am?

i need to stop watching movies where the guy chases after the girl...since when does that actually happen? ugh today is a horrible day and i'm sick of being the head-over-heels-in-love girl to a guy that couldn't care less if he watches the hawks game with or without me.

these are the stupid movies that makes me think that i'll get a knock on my door at 10 tonight and it will be him telling me he loves me too....
-when harry met sally
-definitely maybe
-the notebook (i want a noah)
-he's just not that into you (ben affleck chasing jennifer and mac guy chasing gigi)
-whatever i'm sick of this list

i'm sticking to action movies and documentaries from now on.  here's to my black heart coming back. NO MORE crying bc no man will ever chase after me and tell me that the wants to spend the rest of his life with me, and he wants the rest of his life to start as soon as possible.